His love endures forever.

This week has, no doubt, been a struggle emotionally. And through the struggle there have been some weak moments. I have often found, though, that it is amid the struggles where God speaks. In the places of brokenness I am vulnerable, but also have a heart that is pliable. Out of desperation often comes revelation.

I have a level of clarity concerning my future, but more importantly I am seeing my God more clearly. I am comforted by His character, by His nature. I am reminded that He is all-knowing, that He is good, and that He is so very present. Whatever it takes for me to know God more, I want it in my life. And the more I know Him, the more I want to make Him known to others.

It has been this increasing passion, that was already so strong, combined with the fact that I am no longer in a church - that has made this season so difficult. However, I am trusting that this season will be a turning point. I am trusting that God knows exactly what He is doing, and that what He is doing in me is exactly what needs to happen to make me who He needs me to be.

And as I draw closer to the God I of hope I again have hope that He will continue to use my life to bring hope.